I'm in depression

Why I'm here ? Brr don't even know why I'm here . He keep on said that don't ever post your problem on your blog . It would be soooo embarrassing . But I have no choice , I have to . I need to express it I'm sorry I don't even ready to face it alone  -.-
Okay act I dont get myself for what I am so sensitive right now. Like a child , blah . Maybe I just need to be sensitive sometimes -__-
I just commit myself into stress . And it would be more stress when I'm hiding my depressed and sadness in front of the people around me . I just try to be happy and I never want to show my actual feeling . Do I have to do that ? No , I don't think so .
Last night , yah it was last night . I was like nothing in everything . Truthfully , I don't know why . It just a bit fight over us . Yeah a bit fight but it comes a big fight . I mean a terrible fight . How come ? We never had a terrible fight before, serious . Even a tiff . But I don't get it what we're quarrelling about -.-
This week , yah this week . I don't know why we're always quarrelling and it just bcos of the small matter . I couldn't find myself for this whole week . We're often have some misunderstanding's . I don't get it seriously .  And last night is the worst night ever . I never ever ever thought that I would do that . I was raise my voice over you and was keep on blaming you for what you've done . I don't know why I was really really really annoyed for last night . Hormone maybe ? Blah , I don't think soooo . And we've solve it yeah . We've done it , Both of us do have our fault . I'm sorry and you're also have been pardoned by me , thanks a lot . glad to be wif you and im the luckiest girl ever , i do love you huneybunch ♥