Okay ada banyak lagi dalam folder . Ni baru half . Banyak sangat sampai hang . Aku taknak delete . And i will never do such the stupid thingy . Tipu lah if aku cakap aku tak rindu dulu dulu . Aku nak sangat macam dulu weh . I wish that time could stop just for a while . So that i could change everything . My mistakes . our mistakes . And your mistakes . I wish . And i really really wish . God , do you hear me ? Hari hari aku doa nak masa stop jap . Biar aku bole patah balik masa . Macam Nabil Raja lawak tu buat , putar masa 5 minit . Tapi aku taknak 5 minit , aku nak 4 bulan je . Tak lama kan ? Aku nak 2010 je . Everytime everyday everywhere , kita semua berkepit je . Mana ada yang off . Semua complete . Kan weh ? :')
2009
Hai . I am Fatin Faziera . Im 14th y/o . Come from Puchong . Well , I am the new student of SMKSI . At my first day in that school , Aku kenal Diera dulu . Friendly . Aku suka dye senyum . Comel . Diera bawak aku jumpa budak budak kelas 2 Cendikia . Aku pemalu . Orang pandang lain macam kat aku . Kata mereka , tudung aku pendek . Dah mid year , baru aku tukar tudung . Nanti susah dapat kawan . Aku pakai yang cross bag tu . Berapa kali kena tahan disiplin , aku still buat benda yang sama . Nana pun newbie jugak . Dye deskmate aku . Pendiam . Fifiana and Izyani yang banyak cakap . Aku and Nana dah start close dgn group ni . Group yang start since berapa tahun ntah . Lama sangat . Dorang talkative , macam aku . Aku suka .
Then changed the new deskmate .
Nana --------> SarahJay .
2010
Hai . Saya Fatin Faziera . I am 15 y/o . And naaaaaah , 2010 . The best year in my life . And hm hai im starting comfortable with the school . Yeah , dah close dgn semua . Semua . Dah boleh kenal nama . Okay ada improvement :)
Fifiana dah pindah tahun ni haihh -.-
And hai . Nama saya dah tukar jadik Faten Besi . This is my first time pakai Bracess . And tahun ni , Aku start pakai . And baru aku rasa mcmana rasanya bile orang pakai bracess :)
Kitorang . Even gaduh tapi tak penah kritikal sangat . Tak pernah sampai offgroup . Missunderstanding pun boleh settle baik baik . Pergi lawatan sama sama je semua . Rehat semua jalan sama sama . Buat cupcakes pun sama sama . Basketball sama sama . Birthday party ? Yeah sama sama jugak . Even tak pernah complete haha . Okay kitorang siap janji taknak apply teknik ke asrama ke whatsoever lah . Sebab sayang sangat :")
And 2010 ,
I ada bestie baru . Amarlina . She's the new student here . Aku nak temankan dye everyday dalam kelas last year , sebab dye selalu duduk sorang sorang . Lelaki suka kacau dye . Kesian Amarlina . Since dye dapat straight A , Kena masuk asrama . And aku dah start rindu dye . Rindu dye membebel kat aku . Faten , tak baik lah buat mcmni . Faten , tuh salah lah . And rindu nak dgr dye ajar aku Math . Sampai aku dulu dapat 100% . Riak punya pasal , terus aku down dapat 70+ . Haha -.-
2011
Hai . Im Fatin Faziera . I am 16 y/o . Okay its not perfectly sixteen :) Well . This is not my year . Like seriously this is not my year . I lost everything . I miss everything . I miss my girlfriends . Like everything was gone ! Person do changes . Me either . We're sixteen . We're pre-teen . We need to be matured . So , yeah . Everyone is thinking like the mature one do . Thinking as we're doing the best decision . As we did the better things than other person did . Two of us were far away . Tooooo far . Like , impossible to make it like before . I dont know .
Sekarang salah faham je , semua dah fikir matured . Dah boleh fikir mana baik , mana salah . Kalau dulu , salah faham je bole settle baik . Sekarang . Semua cepat terasa . Semua cepat sensitif . Semua benda nak berdendam . Semua benda nak mengadu . Yelah , Kita kan pre-teen . Masing masing dah bole decide apa yg terbaik untuk diri masing masing . Semua dah ada kawan baru . Tapi takpe lah kan , kita still rehat sama sama . Even berpuak . Aku taktaw aku kat mana act . Berpuak ni can cause cakap belakang . Aku macam ntah lah . And aku , Still . Aku , Nuril , Izyani , Anis , Syafiqah . Malangnya , bernombor ganjil . Orang cakap if bernombor ganjil , sure ada terpinggir . And aku hm ntah lah . Chill lah , ni faten lah . Faten mana penah terasa . Hari hari dye tu haha huhu hihi je . Mana ada marah lah haihh . Okay persepsi dorang .
Aku dah ada kawan baru . Tapi aku tak lupa pun yang lama . Aku still dengan dorang jugak . Even aku rasa macam aku yang kejar dorang . Takpe . Aku taknak off . Aku nak stay . Aku sayang semua :')
Senyonyon's
2011 , i have my besties . Senyonyon . They're make my 2011 more cheerier like before . Crying bcos missing the time is so stupid . This is annoying . Okay i have to stop . Kay continue . Thanks Sara Acha Scha Ayu and Izyani for make my day . With laughter and smile all the time . Hard for me to feel gloomy for even a one day . They're loves to make a jokes . Like , a lot of jokes . Thanks guys . How could i repay that ? :')
I miss everything
I miss 2010 . A looooooooot . And i guess maybe i should try to accept 2011 for my year . Even its so hard for me . I miss 2010 . I miss 3 Karisma . I miss my boyfs . And i miss to have my Amir at school . Like , 2010 . Stalking by each other and waiting by each other at Foyer C . Walking back , and also if got some event at the school . I miss Hari Karnival 2010 , I miss Program Julang . Accompanied Amir for all the time . Ooooooohh , I miss to see my HuneyBunch at school as the last year . So that i could see his face everytime , every minute . Yeah , there's a bit diff with 2011 . True , it is everyday we're make a date . The diff is , Just for a few hours -.- in 2010 , I could met Amir er everytime . School , Walking back from school , the date before tuition . Yeah . I miss it . And and , I miss my Amarlina . I miss my friends . I miss the old Anak Mami :')
P/s: Okay i have made a looooong post . Im sorry . Its 2.30 am now . I am still texting with my HuneyBunch . Accompanied him as he just back from fetching his sister . So im a bit bored . Sorry for the broken english . I know i am :)
