Today is thursday . And I’m still sitting my examination . I never thought that form 4 is a bit hard . I mean , well three weeks tuu . So busy lah . When I was in form 3 , form 2 and form 1 , We never entertained like this before . When I am in form 4 , the Examination that I have to sit will be 3 weeks . Torture nyaaa . How could ? Bole tension macamni . Kakak said that when I will be in form 5 , I will have to sit the examinataion in 1 month ! Oh my god , how could they survive on it ? -.-
Kay I was sitting my Sejarah's Paper just now . A bit hard lah as I was not studying anything kihkih . I was not in myself today . I mean this morning . Cos something was happened . And im not so mad lah , everyone do have the mistakes kan . Dah lah :)
I don’t even know what was wrong with me today . Okay let me tell you , I don’t even know myself . I mean , I was a bit annoyed today . Only certain people saw that . I know you were talking about me . And just like I care ? Well , I just need you say that to my face . I could felt that when I came there , you were said something . Oh thanks a lot . You were so shuuuweeeet . But I don’t need that . So tired to care about your feelings . And what about mine ? You did the same things huh ? Not . Well I knew the answer already . Thanks a lot baby . I hate being my old Fatin . The one that kept hiding her feeling . Hey , I’m not a puppet . I’m a human . Please ? I can’t be like before anymore . Everyone keep saying that to me . Never want to avoid from you . I just want to be myself . Not the old one . I can’t easily let you step mine . I do have my feeling . That people need to care about . Why do I have to care yours and you didn’t do the same things ? Then who am I ? Sorry for being weird nowadays . It’s not that I was rude. Just give me a time . Just a little bit more . Thanks . I know I’m terrible , I know I’m a bad person . Thanks to those understands me well . Iloveyou :*
